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 Standing in a row...

Anyway,

I've been kind of catching up at the Library and apparently have dozed off on the fact that I have stuff on hold, eight of twenty-two to be exact. Nope, I don't go to the Library very often, no I don't.

Just a lot of Star Trek and one Doctor Strange but its Star Trek I - IV and the first season of TOS. That's really about it though. I won't be doing any novel writing this weekend, sadly. I need a break though my mind is mush I couldn't even muster up five hundred words yesterday. I also realized that I yet again wrote a chracter out of character? I mean this is the first time anyone will ever meet him and I've already established his way of talking and how he pretty much thinks so to go out of that, is kinda a real bummer.

So now I'm going to have to go back and read it, and rethink how to get his problem across without just duping him from the very get-go.

I know you're like WTF are you talking about. Trust me, just trust me, character voices are kinda tricky.

Read Kotaku's review on Wreck-it-Ralph, and okay fine the move doesn't go deep into "video gaming waters,' but uh, if it did it would probably loose the value of its story. Just understand that it's just there to tell the story that Disney, mind you, wants it to tell and is not going to cave into the muddled mess known as gamers.

C'mon you know we tend to whine and moan, and groan. So hey it's a great family flick that's all anyone's going to care about.

If I had the money, this would be mine. Just sayin' but hey I actually have not played ME3 yet. SHUT UP AND DON'T SAY SHIT!

I wanna play through with my FemShep and her curvavious Liara and then again as John Shepard who dumped Ashley for Miranda. I mean Ashley was kinda bitchy to me, so I was like you know what I'm gonna bone the woman who saved my ass. Then I played again going for the all too cute Quarian-Shep romance.

So yeah I know the ending apparently sucks but please don't ruin ME3 for me! I want to believe that I get a last chance at boning the respective hotties as my Shepards.

 When I started this whole writing thing. I told myself, I would challenge myself. I wasn't going to just start and then never finish. I wanted to finish. Not just finish, but make a goal my goal was 30,000 words in one month. Right now I sit at 25, 212. I won't hit 26K tonight. Tomorrow I most certainly have to hit 28K, in order to achieve 30K by the 31st. 

In this whole undertaking of writing. I've done character development, and of course moving the plot along. 

It's been as I've been writing, that I've started to really fall in love with certain characters. Their voices are starting to stand out more and more. 

I love these characters, and I can't see myself killing any of the main group off. Please remember I said main group.

I've been working on my Network+ and man that's taken up a lot of my time. I have chapter six in my Network+ book it's like forty-five pages over physical installation. Physical installation, the stuff I've already done. This, this has taken up so much of my writing time.

Time I could be using to write and to achieve my 30K word goal.

It's ass this goal has been sitting in my mind that I realized, this is not going to a 30K word novel. This is going to be more like 70K, in the time that it's taken me to get these characters to where I want them to be in the climax. Wow, yeah. This is not as short as I want it to be.

This isn't a bad thing mind you. I am super excited. Very excited and damn well proud of myself for achieving this thing. Hell I'm ready to start working on the back cover and prep up the front cover for the next novel! I always have to tell myself, calm down and just get this finished with. I am really looking forward to Halloween, not just because it's my son's first or that I'll be that much closer to Christmas or anything else other than. I really hope to have achieved this goal.

Proving so many things to myself, that I can do it.I can set it out there and do it. I mean, I knew I could mentally it's just the psychical part of sitting down and doing it.  

When it is all said and done, I will tell you all with much happiness.

So I'm almost there, in so many ways. I wanted to make one entry today. 

Now I'm off to bathe my son, and help him get off to bed, he had his second flu shot today so he's not so happy, and I have like another thirty pages of bookwork. I just wanted to get on write out another thousand words and if I have time tonight I may sneak back and try to hammer out another 1000 words or at least do a mad dash to 28K tomorrow. 

Let's pray the muses will be kind.